Internal Conflict

"I asked God to bless Pastor Murinizi for risking his safety to help us....but then I winced at the prayer. A flush of anger burned my cheeks as i remembered how he sent my brother and our friends into the night.. I prayed that God would eventually help me forgive the Pastor."(Ilibagiza 74)Immaculee struggled internally with her relationship with the Pastor, she wanted to forgive him because he saved her and the other seven girls lives but she also was angry with him because he sent her brother and friend away. This quote shows how she decided to pray for God to help her forgive Pastor Murini.