Growing up an only child, I was very used to all the attention, and actually grew to love the spotlight. Then, without warning, my parents adopted a kid and my spotlight was gone. Jealousy arose within me, and like god had done to Cain, my mom cautioned me. Foolishly, I ignored her warning and proceeded to become more jealous of my seemingly popular step sibling. Finally, one day I burst out in anger and ashame all at once but quickly realized, maybe I had just found my way back to the spotlight.