September 29 - Day 1

My name is Elena Caesar, I am the daughter of a well respected man. Anything I've ever wanted in life has been handed to me because of him. My father in fact, is Julius Caesar. I couldn't ask for a better life, but a lot of things have been on my mind lately, a lot of things that shouldn't even be on my mind to begin with. I have fallen in love with a plebeian. I wish I could change how my heart feels because I would do it in a second. I know This is not allowed, but I can't help what my heart desires to have.
My heart wants the poor plebeian, Stefan Salvatore. I have no idea what to even do. I purchased a journal to write my problems in here because I can not tell anyone about this. No one can know because even though I am Julius Caesars daughter, that won't help me out at all and neither would my father. He would disown me and everything would go straight down hill. I wish someone would help me.

Here is a picture that I personally sketched of him and I looking at each other. I can just imagine a perfect life with Stefan. I have never felt this way before about someone. I want to sneak out to see him again, but the amount of trouble I would get in is unbearable, this has to end.